Hello ladies I’m somewhat venting right now , I need all the positive energy I can get !

So I had a miscarriage back in 2017 my first baby 😞 me and my ex at the time was trying again every month after that and was just completely not successful at it plus we weren’t happy nor getting a long . All my cycles have been 28days never had spotting just regular ovulation then boom period!

Now here comes 2019 with the love of my life and we tried for the first time this month and we used pressed 🤞🏽🤞🏽. I’m not sure if I had implantation bleeding on 10dpo but I have neverrrr had pink spotting in my years of conceiving. Even on my last pregnancy so this is pretty big to me .

Here’s my chart

1st wipe

2nd wipe

(2hrs later)

I saw this and immediately thought implantation!

Last night I had this cm just gushing out of me and I was just like what the heck !!

But now I’m so scared to test 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ I don’t want to give my hopes up but I’ve been having so many symptoms especially FATIGUE . I have been sleeping like a newborn baby lol. I’m tired as I’m typing ! My boobs where very tender but have somewhat decreased and I’m very hungry , had 3 plates of spaghetti last night!

I guess I just need some words of encouragement! What do you ladies think . I’m so scared to have another miscarriage I’m still barely over my first one . Does this seem promising?