So I'm 25 and my fiance is 20. I moved here in November of 2019, things have been wonderful and life is honestly the best it's been in well over a decade, dont get me wrong we've had emotional moments but we got through it.

Yesterday I was on the fire TV and wanted to get on youtube, I'm searching something and in the search history it says 'chubby latina' I look through his video history and found provocative videos of like softcore porn he watched. Confronted him about it, he denied at first over text then in person he said yes and said 'it's a guy thing' I asked how often he does that he said every 2-3 weeks. It just hurt seeing that, me feeling insecure knowing he masturbated to this and all night I couldn't sleep, slept 3 hours I'm at work at 6am and today I'm not going home, gonna do fun things by myself, movies and Ikea. I know what I should do and talk it over more with him, but it hurts so much. He said he wouldn't do it again, we didnt talk much last night, I just felt anger and betrayal and insufficient, I didn't touch him at all. May I have some advice from women who have been in this similar situation? 😥😪