I'm 14 weeks and 3 days with my second child. To be perfectly honest, I'm writing here to vent. I have yet to say anything of this nature to anyone, but I really just want to get it out.

I feel no connection to this baby. I'm not excited and I'm just sad all the time. Everyone else is so excited, except my father. I feel terrible... like I'm a horrible mother. I keep telling myself I will come around, but still nothing.

There are a lot of other factors that I'm sure are playing a huge role in this... but I feel it's my fault.