Hopeless

I’m feeling so hopeless right now, I’ve had 2 miscarriages in a row, start of December and start of January. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I have a nearly 10 month old and don’t know why I can’t seem to be able to keep another baby, we’ve been trying for 5 months. Of my last 4 pregnancies only one beautiful baby has made it. Anyone else feeling like this or just me? 😭😭😭