What helped you get through your pregnancy after loss?

I got my BFP last week and have taken a dozen tests to confirm and reconfirm. No matter how many times I see two lines there is still part of me that is nervous to believe this is real. I'm so worried about a repeat of my missed miscarriage in August. I thought everything was fine until my first appointment at 9 weeks when I leaned my baby stopped developing at 6 weeks. What was your experience like and what helped you make it until through the first trimester? 🌈