I’m almost way past feeling sad. I had a close friend break the news to me today. “I’m pregnant. But she followed up “but I’m getting a abortion tho. All I want is a child. I had to literally stop myself from jumping up and saying “I can take it”. I want a family. My first baby. I had a miscarriage years ago and I’ll do anything to at least create a child again. I just wanted to vent. Af is in two days and I have been preparing myself as best as I can.