Giving up

Lauren • TTC baby #1 Married 04/29/17

My hubby and I basically gave up trying. After all the crap I endured in December with my doctor being so hateful and negative, I still took my Clomid for January since my doctor basically hounded me to take it, but I stopped temping, doing OV test and just flat out no sex.

My doctor says I'm too fat to have a baby and I just feel like it's a waste of time now. I had just come to accept myself recently but he ruined that real quick.

Even my hubby was heartbroken that I told him I was done trying, he noticed how it broke me down and now we just don't know what to do...we don't even sleep together anymore, he goes to bed around midnight and I stay awake all night because im too depressed to do anything.

I guess I'm gonna be uninstalling glow soon since I have another app for my period that doesn't remind me I'm a failure