So this guy and I where dating for about 8 months, everything was going great. Then he started to not want to hangout. It was always me asking to do things. And eventually I just stopped until we were only seeing eachother once a month. When we would hangout, his phone would constantly go off, and then he would text whoever it was. One night it was his buddies asking him to come to the bar. And instead of telling them he was with me. His girlfriend, he said he was busy. Me being the nice person I am and kinda testing him lol I’m like go. He’s like no. I’m like it’s okay go. And he’s like okay!🙄🙄🙄 I’m like okay that’s no me but still. It’s our night to be together. Then he would constantly cancel on me. So I finally asked him why he never asks to hangout. He goes and says I don’t know I forget lol. 😭😭😣😣

What an ass right?

So me being the petty ass Bitch I am I create a fake insta. Totally half assed it, only two pictures back to back. Followed him and flirted with him. Didn’t get that far because I got pissed and called him out on it. He blamed me saying I had it coming. Saying i can’t expect him to change a habit in just 8 months of saying he’s in a relationship. And yada yada yada. Typical I got caught scenario. Yeah I’m not an angel. But a girl had to know. Fast forward to about a year after we broke up he messaged me and stuff we get on the topic and he tells me he knew it was me all along. Like did you? Did you really? Because if you did why did you use the sorry ass excuse of I can’t break a habit in just 8 months?😫

I’m just hurt and I can’t stop crying. Before him my ex had raped me and I just don’t know what to do😭😭😭