2 months pp and breastfeeding and pumping are beginning to feel like a chore. It takes so much time. My life moves in 4 hour segments where I pause to feed her or pump. She is perfectly healthy. She is happy. But I can't go anywhere without a machine or a baby for my own comfort. It's exhausting. I want to keep breastfeeding, I really do. But between work, school, and postpartum depression, I'm losing the momentum I had when she was born, and the excitement for being able to care for her so completely.