Grumble...

Dez

I want my girl here. I'm trying to have her this weekend but whatever happens obviosly will happen. I'm hormonal as fuck. Its making me depressed. I just want to be happy til she gets here but no I'm angry and irritable and stressed. My drs office is pissing me off and adding to my problems. I have carpal tunnel; my fingers r CONSTANTLY numb and its worse in the morning, u can see a difference in the color and swelling in my hands, the pain is fuckn ridiculous. My back is starting to lock up again(I have had back problems prior to pregnancy). And nothing can be done because I'm pregnant. So I'm just supposed to put up w this BULLSHIT til I have this baby. I want her out sunday, that would be a dream come true rn😍🙏🤞. I'm just beyond done at this point😒🙄