I have to delete this app

Abigail

As much as I love using this app and reading all of your stories and updates, I have to delete this app.

I'm ready to have children, beyond ready...but my husband has finally made it crystal clear that he is not. And I don't know how to deal with that. It's a hurt that I've never felt before, and its just too hard to be on here knowing my time is probably not going to come for a long time...

before I delete...does anyone have any advice on how to deal with this? All I do is cry anymore. I've wanted to be a mom since I was a little girl. It's my one true dream...I just need to figure out how to get through this. I keep getting told that I'm "young" and have "plenty of time" I'm so sick of hearing that. If there is anything I've learned in the 23 years I have been alive, its that life is freaking short, and I want to tackle it head on while I have the opportunity to...

Its always been my plan to have my babies in my early twenties. My husband knew that before he married me...but I guess he didn't think I was serious.

If anyone has any advice I'll gladly take it...I just need this hurt to go away..