Getting induced tomorrow.

I am 40w 3d and finally getting induced tomorrow morning. I have mixed feelings about it. I'm so disappointed because last week I was at 4cm and when I went in this morning, I'm back at 1cm!!!! Doctor monitored my contractions and only had 1 tiny one in 20 minutes. So my husband and I decided that induction was best for us. This is my second child, my first is 8 years old. I'm so disappointed because I really wanted to go into labor on my own but it looks like it's just not in the cards for me. I'm nervous and scared because I know what is coming, even though I know the process of getting induced. I know how painful it is. Alright that's it, I hope I made sense... I just needed to vent. Thank you for taking the time to read this!