I'm supposed to start my period tomorrow. Im starting to feel a little crampy... and no positive test yet. I feel like I'm losing hope.

I know it's not been so long... but after 2 miscarriages and now another 4 months (facing the 5th month) this round of TTC. It's been almost 2 years since we first started to ttc but I had to wait a year because of low dose chemo for my lupus that I couldn't get pregnant on.

I thought I saw implantation bleeding 3 days ago at 10dpo. But with this cramping, I feel like theres no hope this month.