I don’t want my baby’s dad in the delivery room

Jen

My partner and I have had a lot of problems my entire pregnancy involving other girls. We were together for about 2 years in which we both did some messed up things to each other. We ended up breaking up and not talking for half a year but ended up reconnecting and got pregnant so we decided we would try and give our relationship a second chance. In the first 3 months of my pregnancy he put me through so much and I felt so alone, I found out he slept with my roommate and best friend while we weren’t together which still hurt because those were people close to me. We broke it off and didn’t talk until I was about 7 months and stupid me decided to fall for his lies and try with him again this whole time he never stopped trying to get with other girls, never acknowledged our baby girl much less me. I’m due in literally one day on January 30 and will be induced but tonight I went through his phone and found messages of alottttt of girls but one in particular where apparently on New Years he was making out with someone having a great time while I was at home pregnant with his baby mind you around this time we were trying to work things out. I’ve had enough and feel so stupid for ever going back I just don’t know if it’s wrong to not allow him in the delivery room, I know I shouldn’t take that moment away from him because it is his daughter but he makes me sick and I can’t even look at him. :(