I AM!!! All I've wanted is a baby. All I think about is getting pregnant and bringing new life into this world! I hate to use the word obsession however I have to be truthful...I am obsessed. Everything I do I'm thinking is this going to help me get pregnant or hinder me. Get offered a snack at work, my thoughts are "is this going to affect my CM, uterine wall, egg viability etc". I am crazy!!!! I've stopped drinking anything other than water, which is a GINORMOUS step for me. I've literally changed just about everything in my diet...screw that LIFE! It's exhausting, frustrating, sad seeing all the BFN, confusing trying to time everything. You always hear (or at least me) "when you stop trying it will happen". Umm....Sally, thanks for the encouraging words but it ain't happening hunny! Been there done that and my Husband has been a trooper but I can tell he's getting exhausted too. TTC, for me at least, has taken the fun out of sex. Trying to plan and time everything accordingly. I just wanna come home jump on Hubs and in 2 weeks get BFP. That's it. I'm not asking for much.

I'm sorry ladies, I'm just tired. Tired of not getting what I want. Hopefully this is our month, by our I mean all of you ladies out there with me tidiously adjusting every aspect of your life to achieve the one thing you want. Baby dust to us all!