Going crazy

Alisia

AF is 5 days late according to glow but I have irregular cycles. No signs or symptoms of her arrival other then my typical moodiness lol. I have been feeling very very sleepy for no reason haven’t been doing much other then sitting around the house with my 3yr old. Took a test yesterday morning and got a BFN but I think I saw a vvvfl. I feel off but can’t describe how. I have been ttc for the past 2 years with my husband and haven’t had any luck. We each have kids with other partners but can’t seem to get pregnant together. I’m thinking that it’s me and my body due to the iud I had taken out about 2 and a half years ago... feel so discouraged sometimes like I just want to give up but I want baby #2 sooo bad...just had to get a little rant out. Feel free if you have the same problem. Baby dust to all of you 👶🏽♥️