I’m new to this, not sure how to start off by telling our story.

I met my husband and fell deeply in love with this man. Couldn’t wait to start a future and most importantly a family with him.

We decided after my 18th birthday to have me stop taking birth control. In December 2016 I stopped taking birth control. Then we started trying, and what felt like forever of trying, nothing. When I was about to give up and admit defeat and began to think I’d never be able to have my own kids.

The summer of 2017, I began experiencing a lot of pain. I started thinking and looking back and realized I hadn’t had my period in two months! So I began to get excited. Told my husband and we had decided that the next day we would wake up and take a pregnancy test. That’s when things changed, and for the worst.

Later that night I felt the worst pain I’ve ever felt in my life. Started bleeding uncontrollably, that’s when I knew something was wrong. My husband forced me to go to the nearest hospital and they began to do and exam and then what felt like forever the doctor told us we had a miscarriage.

Now I’m at a standstill, nothing in our lives have changed. I’m not sure if we wait and give it more time and see if we can achieve something special on our own or if we get medical help. But where would I go? My doctor or the gynecologist? We both are still young and have plenty of time, but nothing would be better than to add a baby to our already little family!

If anyone has any ideas or tips that could help please share!!