I don't usually do this, but suddenly my husband and I have been going through financial problems to where he has to help me pay for my bills as well.

Now I feel like a burden to him and with our baby coming in 9 weeks its hitting me harder than ever. To hear him say the words "I don't even know if we will be able to afford, Aiden (our son)" it really hurts. I've been crying all day and feeling my baby boy kick it hits me 10 times harder. I feel like a failure.

No one is going to hire a woman who's 9 weeks away from giving birth just to send her on maternity leave. Idk what to do...I really don't.

I just ask for prayers please. I don't know how to calm down.