So i have been trying to work things out for my baby to have a father, but it's clearly in vain. The dad is so physically and mentally abusive that it's exhausting and taking a toll on my body that is leaving me in the ER constantly. I'm sick of the secret, but can't say anything to anyone. I lost my job and apt because of him and have slept in my car numerous times just to avoid him. I feel so depressed I cant manage anything and I feel like I'm so alone it's making me sick. I dont know where to turn or what to do. My life has become unrecognizable, I'm hiding physical bruises and so much emotional stress, and acting as if everything is fine, as I'm being accused of everything he has done to me. I'm at the end of what I can take, and really need a friend to text & chat with to help keep me going.....