So I had a miscarriage the beginning of November, and I’ve had two periods since. I’m currently waiting for my period right now. I really hope this time I’m pregnant. I want nothing more than to see those two lines. The upsetting part is sometimes I don’t think my boyfriend understand my frustration and anxiousness every month debating to buy a test or not. Tonight I mentioned going to target to buy a test.. and his response was I need to relax and not go spend our money on tests like all the other times. I’m not trying to waste money I’m just desperate and hopeless and hoping I just get one positive test again. I may be being dramatic between period hormones (or hopefully pregnancy hormones..) but I just wanted some support from woman that probably understand!