I am so bored with my life. I’m 20 years old, I should be out having fun, getting dressed up and living my best life, but I’m stuck at home taking care of two sick dogs and a house that never seems to be clean. I’ve always been extremely shy, so I have plenty of acquaintances, but I don’t have anyone that I would really call my friend. My S/O works 10-11 hour days all week, he’s always tired by the time he gets home, our sex life is down the toilet.

I feel like I’ve already peaked and my life is just going further and further downhill. I can’t afford to go to college, or do any traveling.

I need to shake things up. I feel myself slipping further and further into a hole that I don’t know how to get out of.

I love my S/O, and I don’t want to do anything to hurt our relationship, but my god I feel like I need OUT of this small town and out if this life. I want to DO something.. BE someone.. at least something to feel like my life has a purpose...

what do i do?

also... we’re poor. like we can afford our house and our bills/food and nothing else (hence my struggle)