Not what I expected to experience first year ttc

Ashleigh (TTC 1st 🤰🏽)

Cycle is 64 days late and I’ve been so depressed since my pregnancy scare last month that I haven’t been using ovulation kits. Just don’t feel like being let down. I want just one tiny little human to call my own. I just don’t get it. I battled fibroids for years and finally got those under control and been off Bc pills since August 2018. We just want 1 BFP already 🤦🏽‍♀️😢 (Super sensitive)