Ive been with my SO for 3 years. When we had only been together for 1 month we got pregnant and miscarried at 8w3d. About 6 months after that we split up for a month and got back together. He knows how bad I want to try again , im literally in the floor at his dads in the bathroom crying. He just says all these things have to happen before we can try that are literally impossiable. I feel maybe he dont want that with me. Im just confused because I want these things in life and he dont.