I guess I fucked up

Valentina

My boyfriend and I have a toxic relationship, he has some behavior and I’ve been emotional abuse by him. The think is I show him a video of a ex-porn actress talking about a abusive relationship she had and some things that happened to her, are happening in my relationship. I show him the video because I want him to understand how I feel but I guess it doesn’t work and now I’m really confused.

What should I do? I did something wrong? I’m so lost.