Bad News

I have a two year old little girl. And we just had a son two months ago. They are the light of my life along with my husband. Today I was told I have breast cancer. My first thought is I cant leave my babies. My son barely knows me and my daughter won't remember me. I need to see them grow up. They need me in their lives. My next thought was my husband. We've only been married for four months. I just found the best man alive and this happens. Then finally my last thought was, I'm only 28. Could I really die this young. 2019 is a bitch already