college anxiety...PLS HELP

so this is my 3rd or 4th semester and i’m only taking two classes because my schedule got all messed up I originally had 5/6 but that’s besides the point. today was the 2nd day of one of my classes and i missed it because I starting having such a bad anxiety attack that I almost threw up. i’ve had very bad anxiety since 7th grade and I was seeing a therapist but stopped awhile ago because she wasn’t very good. i’m still anxious just thinking about going to class tomorrow. i’m thinking of just taking this semester off and going back next semester. I might do the summer semester because i already took off the semester after I graduated high school so I don’t want to be THAT far behind. I told my boyfriend that I might take the semester off and he told me that it’s silly and a bad idea. i’m just thinking that right now really isn’t a good time with my anxiety i’d rather take that stress off myself and get help again and go back in the summer if i’m feeling better. what is your opinion on me taking this semester off? I feel like i’m going to disappoint my family and boyfriend now that I know he doesn’t approve even though I know i don’t need anyone’s approval this is just how I am unfortunately 😂