Scared my son thinks I'm suicidal

astrich
I'm going through so much right now. I spent 2 years of getting abused by my ex and the state watched it. This year I met a guy and he lured me to get arrested. He manipulated me and fed off my past. Now I'm seeing he knows my social security number. I was going to the army for review but I said forget it.  Don't nobody know how it feels to have these images in your head and a person keep bringing flashbacks. A person can basically write an affadavit in Arkansas and you're screwed. I started back cutting myself again because I don't know how to stop all this abuse happening. They won't let me file anything. He set me up with the police. I'm letting my son stay with my mom for now. I don't know how he got my whole name, ssn and date of birth. We don't live in the same city and he did this without me knowing I'm tired of seeing these flashbacks. Any encouraging words will be appreciated. I'm thinking about taking my son and leaving. I don't understand how a person can file an affadavit then you get a no contact order and a warrant signed on the same day without you knowing. I feel so helpless 

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