Laying in bed with my heating pad on in so much pain... Really prayed and thought this would finally be the month and that my husband and I would have our miracle in october around our anniversary. Once again got my hopes up. For nothing and its the same heartbreak but worse every time. Just got my period tonight. I am a mess I can't stop crying. I feel like I must not deserve to get pregnant. I can't stand the pain anymore. Needed to vent because no one around me can truly understand how I feel. I feel like giving up. So heartbroken right now.