Scared of something being wrong

My scan is on Tuesday and the closer it gets the more scared I’m becoming. I’m terrified they are gonna tell me something is wrong.

To top it off I have been thinking about a miscarriage I had, the baby would be almost three by now. Ever since that loss I’ve been terrified of being pregnant again.

I’ve been sat having a bit of cry to my other half, he’s trying to reassure me but I just feel terrible. 😞