I know porn is usually ok in most relationships, while others it's a no go.

I enjoy watching porn, especially while having sex with my SO. It turns me on so much even just thinking about it. (We do it once in awhile) were pretty kinky people. Now, I just wish I could get past the insecurity I feel after we are done having sex. I dont want my insecurities to keep ruining a kink of mine 😪 has anyone else experienced this? If so how did you get past it? If you havent either, any ideas on how I can stop feeling this way? I hate that I do, because I love watching it with my SO during sex. 😤