TTC paranoia?

Question

Okay so I’ve just started TTC, but I have this awful paranoia that I’m not destined to be a mum and I can’t visualise myself pregnant and with a baby and it’s been like this for a while. I’m trying my best to put this to be back of my head as my bad mental illness (depression, anxiety, paranoia, BPD) but it’s hard. 
My main question is has anyone else felt like this and gone on to have a baby? Am I just paranoid because I want it so badly?

Answer

I feel the same way kindoff. I want it so bad that I feel like maybe it’s not meant to be. I had a mc in July and I was devastated. I feel like maybe it’s not my calling. But I do picture myself having a family and a baby but sometimes when I see my period comes I start thinking that maybe I’m going to be one of those women that their bodies just can’t have one. Also maybe because I have sickle cell too they said it might a little harder for me to conceive :(

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I feel exactly like this. This is my first try for baby #1

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I feel the same. It took my 6 months to get pregnant and it only lasted 5-6 weeks before I miscarried which just reaffirms my fear that being childless is my destiny.

TTC paranoia?

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