Everything is getting better

Natasha

So... I recently found out I was pregnant, about 2 weeks ago and maybe a week or so later, I found out my bf had been cheating on me for over a year. As much as I thought we’d been together for a year and 3 months, we’d truly been together for only a couple of loyal months. I’m not a cheater, I’ve never cheated on him and never even thought about it, but it’s crazy how he didn’t even care. He’s selfish asf and doesn’t care about anyone but himself and I’m so done with him. I found out that he’s been messing with his ex practically throughout our entire relationship and has also been messing with other females when he was in Chicago for the navy. I spent August to December waiting for him and he’s been cheating this whole time. He knew eventually I would find out, so he planned to get me pregnant... told his friends and everything “I’m gonna get her pregnant after I come from boot camp.” So here I am, 18, in college, and 6 weeks pregnant. He doesn’t have to take care of the child or anything, so it all falls on me. I’ve spent the last week thinking everything over and over and just trying to figure out what to do when I finally get the chance to talk to him since he’s on deployment. Idk how to talk to my mom, where I’m going to go when I get kicked out, idk about a lot of things at this point. But my baby gave me some reassurance yesterday when I was driving from the store and I felt a little something. I looked down and there it was, my baby’s heartbeat for the first time. Just when I kept thinking about the worst of the worst happening, I remembered that I have a little bundle of joy on the way. Something I’ve wanted for a very very very long time and I couldn’t be happier about it. I’m going to stop stressing about that bitch and focus on me and my baby because I can’t turn back now. And no, abortion is not an option and neither is adoption, so I’ve gotta keep pushing forward and focus on only us.