Wishing for a rainbow 🌈🌈🌈

It's been 2 years since this roller coaster began..... I've been pregnant twice during that two years with 3 babies, all come and gone. I don't even know my own feelings anymore. Every month I watch on as people on here and people I know get there positive and I'm left Wondering when will it be our turn?? I'm truly heartbroken πŸ’” and I don't know how to fix it. I'm pushing my husband away slowly but surely, and I can't stop it. I've asked for help with no luck, friends aren't interested anymore and families don't want to talk. I've been to the doctors and nothing I don't know what else to do. Somebody tell me things get easier 🀞🀞 please xx

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La

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I can relate a lot to you. I’ve had 4 pregnancies and 4 babies lost in 1 year 6 months. It feels like it will never happen for me. Pregnancy, being a mother, and miscarriages are on my mind at all times. I’m so tired of watching other people have their babies, while I’m still waiting for mine. I cannot tell you it gets any easier, because like with you, it has not happened or got easier for me either. If you ever need someone to talk to message me. It’s hard going at this alone.

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LaNette β€’ Feb 4, 2019
MMC are so hard. You think everything’s normal, and going well but thing changes quickly. I had one MMC at 11 weeks and it was the hardest of all. Also DNC’s suck!! More traumatic at me, because it’s so official with a procedure, anesthesia, discharge instructions. We women are literally bred to bleed each month to prepare for a new opportunity to make a child. Yet our bodies fail us! πŸ˜”

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Michelle TTC 🌈 β€’ Feb 3, 2019
Thank you for your post. Its just rubbish isnt it. Weve had two mmc one at 11 weeks and dnc for twins at 8 weeks. I dont think i ever got over the first one it was awful. My husband is desperate for a child and i want to be able to do this for him just not sure at times how much longer i can go on. X