Just got my bfn and feel like a broken failure

Beth

I just want to give my baby girl a sibling and complete our family. Two rounds of Clomid, one horrific extended miscarriage ending in d and c, one very early failed pregnancy after last Clomid round and now af showed up 14 dpo. I feel like I’m being punished and I’m broken. It took a year and a half to get my daughter, this has never been easy and only getting worse. I feel like it won’t happen because I’m not a good enough parent to deserve another baby....