True confession from a pee on a stick addict 09/02😂

We've been ttc about 9 months... I'm about 6/7 dpo ... I hit my peak fertility with clear blue digital with fmu on the 27.. So I'm thinking it might've been late the 26. (Lots of good bd was done on the days before and after 😆) Ovia is telling me that I should test in 6 days. Ovia/glow differ on when AF should be here. I was good with that.... Ish ....😉 ... Then I got an email saying hcg MAY be detected... What the crap kind of crap is that? 😑especially for someone with no control... Really?? So....

On my way home today I drove past the dollar store and wanted to stop but i kept going😐.... Then I drove to the next family dollar and went in.. They didn't have the test I was looking for.😕.... So then I went to Walgreen's and sat in the parking lot... Never went in 😂😂😂 .. I'm really crazy! I want to test so bad ( I'm a pee on a stick addict!) Normally I would've walked my happy heiny in there bought like 2 packs of at least 2..,came home and already got a BFN I'm sure! This waiting thing is terrible but I'm trying not to pee until it's time and really hoping this month is it for us. Good luck, baby dust, and prayers your way for all of you ttc (including the pee on a stick addicts like me! ... Extra strength your way to resist!) 😄🎆🙏💖💞