Ttc and AF are frustrating!!!!!

Hubby And I have been ttc for what seems to be an eternity ( 3 1/2 years ) and nothing has happened. I’ve gotten my regular check ups, I’ve had ultrasounds done , blood work done ect and they have found absolutely nothing same goes with my husband he’s in perfect health.

Anyway, I am 11 days late , with very light spotting . I took a pregnancy test about 6 days ago , results were A BIG FAT NEGATIVE. I am so afraid to take another test, and it be another negative. It’s so disappointing when your body gives you all these weird signals . So tired of the light spotting , the tender breasts , the backaches, the emotional roller coaster of thinking maybe this time it’ll be A BIG FAT YES!!!! This is making me so sad 😞 and depressed.

Seriously 😒 wish it was easy.

Well thank you for letting me vent