I was fine, and now I’m stressed about scan!

B • Eisley Summer 9-10-13 🎀 Owen Kingsley 6-19-19💙

So because im diabetic and didn’t find out until 5 weeks (they have me labeled as undiagnosed Type 2 but can’t fully diagnose me until after baby is born) not only do I see my regular OB, I see a diabetes counselor that helps pregnant women manage their blood sugar. I’ve lost about 25 lbs and since my OB already thinks I’m fat (started at 203 and she’s been very vocal about how overweight I am 🙄) she’s been happy about the weight loss. I was fine with it too but then I saw my diabetes counselor and she said she’s worried about my weight loss and really hopes baby is growing normally. What?! Why would you say that? Now I’m totally freaked out about my anatomy scan on Thursday when I wasn’t at all! Everything has been perfect so far with baby so I know I shouldn’t worry but I can’t get her words and tone of voice out of my head. Anyway, I guess I just wanted to vent. Sometimes it feels like doctors don’t understand how growing a life can be stressful to people 🙄