Direction...literally

Sierra

Here’s Some context, me and my husband are faced with a decision to either move to Indiana or to stay living in Florida, just in a different apartment complex...

Maybe it’s shouldn’t be that difficult, but it is, and here why...

He and his family moved here to Florida about 4 years ago, then they moved back to Indiana this past July to start a church. (My husband was beside himself, super unhappy and depressed.)

This past December we drove up to Indiana for Christmas, (I forgo my family for Christmas, so we can be with his, cause he doesn’t get to see them.)

His dad and mom took us to dinner, (which was crazy awkward.) and he asked us/envied us to move up to Indiana, live in their down stairs basement while we look for a place, and also lead worship at their church...

We get back home and prayed and fasted and worshipped for 21 days in January, in hope that God would give us an answer.

Fast forward to now...we still don’t have an answer and we’ve been fighting about it all the time.

My husband just “thinks,”God’s pushing us to go to Indiana, but doesn’t know for sure, and has gotten 0 confirmation about it.

I’ve got my brother, who’s a die hard lover of Jesus saying he sees us living in Florida and being more involved in our church now. He also said God gave him a picture of me preaching at our church this summer. Also my pastors wife doesn’t want me to leave...I’ve got friends at church and family.

I don’t want to leave, and I will not leave unless Tells me too. Which he hasn’t.

Also there’s been a lot of hurt between my family and my husbands family. My father in law has hurt me and my husband. Granted he was going through physical severe pain/on serious pain meds, which made him a completely different person then the one I first met when me and my husband were dating.

I think my husbands father still has ALOT of growing and healing in his walk with God, and I’m a bit surprised he wouldn’t want to work on himself before he begins pastoring and working on other people. But that’s beside the point.

So...I’m not asking for anyone to tell me what to do, but I am asking for your thoughts, biblical advice and prayers.

If you need more context in anything to understand a little bit more, your welcome to ask me.