My antidepressants have stopped working. They no longer do anything for my depression, but I can’t switch from this one because it’s the only one that keeps my anger issues under control and that’s more important. I just feel so alone all the time. I just want to cry. I feel so unloved and un cared for. I could disappear and no one would notice or care. I often think about crashing my car. I also often think of drowning myself in my bath tub. It would be so easy to fill up the tub and take a bunch of sleeping pills. I’d never even know what happened. It also be easy to just get going like 80 mph and close my eyes as I slam into a wall or off a cliff. To just be done with everything sounds so appealing.