So I suffer from these things anyway but since getting pregnant its just ten times worse. I'm crying a lot, saying I don't want this baby that I planned for and that my life is no longer my own. I feel trapped in my own body and I just feel like I did this for everyone else. I don't want to be pregnant or give birth, the whole idea terrifies me and I'm terrified of handling a newborn. I'm only 10 weeks pregnant and I know its only going to get worse. My mum thinks I should talk to my doctor about seeing a counselor but I'm scared I've made a mistake and I will just be miserable and an asshole to everyone for 9 months. Has anyone else had this?