Last night i seen another side of my boyfriend.

He was finna go outside and smoke and i told him it’s to cold and to just stay in the house with me since i was visiting for the night and won’t see him for a couple days and he told me lay my ass down and wait til he get back and i didn’t move and he looked at me and said what did i just say and i moved to the other side of the bed and laid down.

Once i laid down He then grabs me and makes me turn to look at him and says I’m his wife and my son is our son and i better not let anyone else provide for “our” son.

He’s the provider for us and he’s never gonna let someone else take over.

Durning sex he kept calling me a bitch ( which he never does) and choking me to hard and i told him that, i really couldn’t breathe.

He started slapping me all over the face and i didn’t mind it at first but then he continued slapping me with full force to a point where my face was red and tingling.

I almost cried, i wasn’t even enjoying the sex anymore because that’s not what i like in sex.

I kept telling him to stop and i was serious but he wouldn’t.

He finally stopped and i pulled the covers over my body And laid down away from him and he doesn’t like me putting my back to him so he forces my body to turn over and he’s like are you done with sex and i told him yes I’m hurting very bad and i wasn’t enjoying it.

He apologizes and lays down and pulls me over to his chest and idk what happened but my eyes were half open and i was slobbering everywhere, i felt him shaking me but it’s like i couldn’t move or say anything and i don’t remember what happened i just remember waking up this morning to him holding me.

He never act like this before and he doesn’t drink so idk what made last night different.

He never tells me what to do or any of that.

He kept rubbing my stomach last night saying he’s practicing for the future which is gonna happen real soon.

He’s been rubbing or wanting to rub my stomach a lot lately and it’s like he’s obsessed with doing it.

I could be overreacting over this so this is why i didn’t say anything to him this morning.