I found the history of my finances phone activity. I also found a few conversations, well half conversations that concern me.

First one: about a blog he posts other woman's pictures on. He gets women to send him naked pictures and then posts them for them.

Definitely not my favorite thing in the world but could be worse.

Second one: asking for pictures (I'm assuming from a 'friend' based on the way the message sounded) saying she looks good but would look better topless. He hasn't spoken to me like that since I got pregnant.

Last

one: I'm assuming to his ex that he refuses to stop talking to. Saying things like

"you've never been second"

"it's not an ideal relationship, but I'd rather have this than nothing else with you"

"when you get a car maybe we can meet up more often"

I'm feeling really shitty and down about all of this. I don't know what I should be doing.