& I think my boyfriend and I are breaking up. I post anonymously because its almost embarrassing. It hurts to think about having my child only half of the time, it hurts knowing he wasn’t willing to put his effort in for me. I honestly don’t want to break up but why should I just stick around when my feelings aren’t being considered. Yet he’s the one that’s so quick to go. Im at a loss right now, this isn’t how I imagined us to be.

Just venting