So devastating...

Aliyah

Well last week I had a ultrasound the baby was there but the sac was deformed and the heartbeat was faint, I go back today and nothing was there that I miscarried. Like I had no bleeding. So i gotta do a D&C on Wednesday. Most devastating day. I understand I was only 7 weeks but that’s just not the point! I just don’t understand why! I keep blaming myself.