Hating this PP body

I’m 4 weeks PP and absolutely hate my new body. I’m so thankful that it was able to make this beautiful baby in front of me, but after being pregnant twice in a year (had a miscarriage last January and my 🌈 was born 4 weeks ago), I feel like my body is ruined. I keep trying to find pictures of other moms who looked like I do now and eventually got back to where I want to be but I’m not having much luck. Any hope?

Pre pregnancies (I can’t believe this is when I felt “so overweight”)

4 weeks PP

I also have these weird loose flaps by my hips. Will these ever go away?!