(Update at bottom)

Tomorrow my TWW ends...(hopefully). My period is supposed to start tomorrow and I'm hoping it doesn't! I have felt a little off for a few days so I hope this is a good sign. I have been TTC for 19 months now and we are just about to get the ball rolling on fertility testing. Hopefully there wont be any need for that!

Fingers crossed that this is my month! I would love to give my husband an early Valentine's day gift! If Aunt Flow doesnt show up I have a bunch of HPTs that will definitely get used!

*Update!*

Aunt flow didnt show up yesterday like she usually does I'm going to try and wait a day or two before I test just in case she is just being fashionably late! Also I'm just kind of scared to test and get another BFN. I have been cramping but it feels different, I have been nauseous, my gag reflex is so bad I can barely brush my teeth, and my boobs are tender. Could be PMS...could be prego...I guess I have to wait and find out.

*new update*

Turns out today is hell. Another month wasted, another month of getting my hopes up and being let down, another month of insane PMS and frustration! I'm so over this!