Rant: trouble in paradise
I just need someone to rant to.. I can’t post anything on Facebook because my boyfriends family is friends with me on there and they bitch at him for what I say. I feel so fucking alone during this pregnancy, I don’t want to feel this way, I’m so excited for my babygirl but it seems that I’m the only one who is, he likes to say he’s excited but when it comes to doing anything baby related he’s no where to be found, I’m now in the 3rd trimester and nothing has been done to the nursery that I haven’t done, which isn’t much because I can’t financially afford it, but he can waste hundreds of dollars on computer parts. But he hasn’t bought one single thing for the baby... I’m worried he won’t get better, or own up to his responsibilities.. I love him so much but I can’t keep doing this, I never want my daughter to see the pain I go through and think it’s acceptable, I already know that I alone am going to be buying everything for the baby, even though one of my paychecks is easily 2-3 of his. One of my biggest things is not going to bed alone, and he knows this, I’ve told him so many times, but it happens every night because he rather be up playing video games until 4 am or later. I feel so unimportant and shitty about myself. Someone just give me some advice please, I don’t want to have to end this relationship, but I can’t keep on feeling like this.
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