I miss being depressed???

Question

Okay so recently my life has going pretty well. I’ve been on a good amount of medicine to keep me focused and happy and I have a loving boyfriend. I’m happy and this is probably the happiest I’ve ever been. But that’s the problem, I’m too happy. I’ve always had at least a tail of dread in my life and now that it’s gone I feel like a part of me is missing. I’m tired of being happy all the time and tbh it’s kinda annoying. I know it sounds really weird but I miss my depression. Shouldn’t I like being happy though? What’s wrong with me?

Answer

Sounds like you're still in the mindset of that you feel you don't deserve your new found happiness.
This is a really sudden change in life style from being depressed to starting to let yourself come out of depression and the transition can be hard 
Remember you deserve to be happy don't become reliant on a feeling you've just become accustomed to.
Tell yourself you deserve happiness, keep up with the meds, keep trying to make yourself happy and then one day you'll believe it and know you deserve it

Answer

Remember that people are comfortable with consistency and change/the unknown is scary.
You are so accustomed to living with your depression, it's strange to be so happy.
Try to remember that you deserve every bit of happiness this world has to offer.
It is okay to be confused and to miss the comfort of knowing every day feels the same, but know that your body is allowed to normalize happiness rather than be on guard, waiting for depression to strike

Answer

I’ve been there. I get it. I know this probably isn’t what you want to hear, but you need to just give it time. Good luck! 🍀😊💕

I miss being depressed???

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