I know this about TTC but i need to vent....

I have been very anxious on my new job because the Owner of the practice is very mean. She wanted me to lie on my taxes about my address. So that she doesn't have fill out additional paperwork. She sends me home every chance she could if it is too many people working. She Nick picks about everything I do. She tells me to do something one way and then tells me to do it another way. I do everything she ask of me because IT'S HER BUSINESS. I am a new person so I feel poorly about standing up for myself. All of the other workers have been there for so long they are use to her. I left one situation to fall into the same situation. I want to quit but I have mouths to feed. I feel stuck at this job. I don't want to live anymore. My husband is so busy with his discipleship at the church all he does is give scriptures and he serves in different ministries and I feel alone.

There tears in my eyes as I write this.