Every time I’m near her, I want to my body close to hers.

Every time she looks me in the eyes, I want to kiss her.

My desire to be in her arms burns. She thinks I’m chill but I’m going wild.

We’ve decided to be friends but deep down I know we want each other.

We just do lots of casual friend things together and we text all the time. She wants to go hiking with me this weekend and chose a place that is a 3 hour drive away and a 3 mile hike.

She’s into BDSM and I love imagining her tying me up, blind folding me and pouring hot wax onto my nipples as the hairs on my body rise with goosebumps. I imagine her taking out a knife and lightly dragging it across my body as she holds my neck.

I remember her hard kisses on my bare nipples as she would kiss down my body.

It didn’t go farther than that, but I’ll continue out the fantasy:

She takes off my blindfold and holds me down as I try to resist a little, then looks me in the eyes. Her strength is the hottest thing I’ve witnessed.

She begins to kiss my neck which makes my v soaking wet. I can’t handle it anymore. I want to feel her.

Her lips move down to my hips and then to my clit. She kisses my inner thighs and has her left hand on my breast while her right hand is teasing my v on my outer lips. I let out a soft, quivering moan. She then enters my v with her two fingers, curving them up to hit my g-spot. Oh, it feels good.

She tells me how good I taste and I take her hand that’s on my breast and begin sucking her fingers.

She takes her hand from me and holds my legs back so that she has a better angle to finger fuck me while her tongue sucks my clit. The view is so sexy.

I fully surrender my body to her and she brings me to climax. My back arches and my body shakes. She hasn’t stopped fingering me and her tongue has pressure on my clit still.

“I’m still coming!” I shout

She is encouraged to finger fuck me harder and my body reaches a new level of climax.

My orgasm ends after 3 minutes (yes I can do this).

She then comes up to kiss me so I can feel her lips and taste my juice.

Giving her my fear and letting go of control is fully trusting her, and I think that’s so hot.

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Note: this will probably not happen and will just stay a fantasy because I’m afraid her avoidant behavior would run away after another great experience. Now I’d be addicted to her sex and that would just suck. All we’ve done thus far is make out topless in her bed.